Help?? Ive been really depressed lately, coz my 'mates' said some really mean things about me behind my back when I was pretending to be someone else, and some really personal things too. My fiance is preggers, but doesnt want it. Ive been getting stoned and wasted...and I've been slitting my wrists. It just seems like if I die, it'll all be better somehow. When I cut myself, it feels really good. I like it. I sound like a retard, but it makes me feel better, and...it feels like Im slowly dying, but with no pain. Im scared of myself, but I want to die. I've tried to drown myself a couple times. I've tried to overdose prescription drugs. I've tried to wrap my head in a plastic bag... I feel really s****y doing this, but cutting makes me feel better... am I making any sence? Someone help me... I dont know myself anymore...

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