why do i find myself depressed or "sad" so much? i'm 17 years old, male, and i just get really depressed about stuff alot, and sometime just find myself crying while laying in my bed at night, or deep in the weed to help me deal with the pain, whenever i think about my mom bailing on us, or even when she was around, just a bad environment, with her screaming at me and my little sister back in the day,(had to go through 2 brutal devorces once as a lil kid, and once when i was like 14) or stressing about going to college and making my dad happy, or cant find a girl who's right for me, and me and my dad ain't that close, i mean we cool, but i can't really talk to him about this sh1t, i keep to myself about my problems for the most part, i honestly feel like a btch for feeling the way i do heh
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