My fiance has hurt me alot yet I know he loves me alot and he wants me to leave him because he knows I can do better but something inside holds me back I love him alot I dont know how to trust him not that he has ever cheated on me but because he had once told me that he didnt love me and he still loved his x and then tells me later he does love and he does becuaw he' shad many opportunites toleave me for herhow do I get over it. I dont blame him though for not trusting me because I once kissed my x.Anyways me n him are suppose to get married next july and i wanna make things right b4 he leaves to basic training how do I tell him how much i love him and have him understand I really want things to work because we've been bestfriends since 7th grade and our relationship has gone through alot 10 months of a stuggle. We learned to live w/ what we had because we move to flordia with no money but somehow made it for awhile and now I'm waiting patiently til he comes back.

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I AM ALBANIAN GIRL