I've been married for about 4 months and now I 'm pregnant. my husband is a very good man who loves, cares and respect me so much. the problem is, he came to my life when I was in a deep depression because I was deeply hurt by someone whom I called my boyfriend but he actually wanted to sleep with me only.he was my first "boyfriend" and I had my first experience in everything from him.until now, I don't know if I love my 'boyfriend' so much that until now I can't forget him and want to be with him despite all the bad things he gave me, or maybe I am already crazy that I cannot see that there is a good men loves me so much I'm married with.I often hurt my husband feelings by saying I want to see 'him', I miss 'him' so much, I can't stop thinking about 'him', etc. for many times I wanted to end my marriage cos I know I hurt my husband alot.but he doesn't wanna get divorce. I keep thinking if I am so crazy or I am the kind of person who loves one man only in my life or what?help pls..

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