I'm grieving for the loss of something I'v never had, complete freedom from my chains of dieing to please everybody.I've been pulled under by my fears of letting go and falling into my true self.Detachable eyes watching myself die.Unafraid, diving into my lake of fire, into my bliss.Draining my veins of needless poison and excess fluids drowning me.I'm letting go of the controls to damage, letting the poison flow where it may.Hopefully drowning my past memories.The poison draining out of the wounds caused by my dreadful secrets.The secrets by which the hand gave to me and the hand that felt my wounds with me.With new independence I have bitten and torn the hand apart.Needless of it's leanance, and once again all alone.But this I choose.

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