bullied & hurt at different stages? of your life, and victimised to....and you remember how different people hurt you, abused you, and you didnt stand up to them and let them do it?
is that going to chip away at me for the rest of my life?

how can i get over the extreme anger and hurt i feel at being demoralized growing up? throughout my 20s..in my teens in high school...
im 30 now with borderline pd.....i keep having memories of these painfull times and its like i cant get over what people have done to me...
the damage feels immense.....& now i want do immense damage to my persecutors of the past.....intense rage....not a fire but a furness...obviously theres no way to get back at them people now...and i no its wrong to be ragefull and its destructive i know...i dont want to feel like this....but i feel like my persecutors of the past have got away with it...theyve left their mark..changed my mentality forever...corrupted my innocence...
can anyone see how i can get over this? because with all my belief i want to

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