Yeah, stop whining, stand up and change your life. What are you doing to improve your job situation. Money cannot buy love but it sure can buy a lot of everything else. You need to get into position where you are no longer so dependent upon the whims and actions of others, This will go a long way to improving your self esteem which you badly need. It will be hard but if you want it, you will be able to do it, Ask God to help you and you will reach your goal, but you must have one to reach it. Take back your life and get control. It will take time? Yeah it will but so what? where are you going to be in a year if you don't try something to help yourself?

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