I feel so bad for you. You're obviously a good person that got stuck with a crappy family. Don't let them hold you back. Move forward; you can still be in their lives, but don't enable their bad behavior. If your Mom goes to jail again, whose fault is that? (Hint: it's HERS, not yours, and you are NOT obligated to bail her out!)Make some good friends. You can't choose your family, but you can certainly choose your friends so pick well. A small circle of good friends could give you the stability that you desperately deserve.If you have good health insurance or can afford it, get a referral to a mental health counselor. It's someone you can get very personal with, without fear that your intimate thoughts will be spread throughout your family. Good luck to you.

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