Don't ignore your needs. It ****s to feel alone and like your family doesn't care about you like they should, like they use you until all that's left is the self-loathing and the nerves. I suggest that you find a job-part-time or something-hang out with people you know that will offer you support (or at least not exploit your vulnerability and cause you to do something you'll regret). Keep busy and find someone you can talk to about this-even if it's just to get it off your chest. Just like someone else suggested, you can talk to a pastor. Even if you're not religious, I don't think they'll turn you away. There is no sense in telling you to forget the bad that's happened to you, but try to see where they're coming from to see what's making them act like this. Not much more to say that hasn't been said except DON'T LET THEM WALK OVER YOU! Take a stand (as long as it won't put you into any considerable danger) and show them that you respect yourself enough to not let them push you around, and that you won't accept the bullshit they have taken to throwing at you. You're a human being just like them, and you don't deserve to be taken advantage of. Stay strong by thinking of other lone wolves out there who have had to go through rocky obstacles and how much greater they've become afterwards. I'm not talking about rich or fame but a feeling of contentedness. I wish you not luck, but hope in believing in yourself and that inside you there's a strength to be discovered.

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