i don't get women who stay with abusive men....it's truley an illness....blind to the truth.......as far as your conserned....I think God has done this to u purposely just because of the fact that he has someone especially for u and you just haven't run into her yet......when she finds you and you find her your gonna be thanking God he saved you from meaningless relationships and even marraige because he knew she(the one) was still out there searching for you........i am 20 and i wanna give hope so often ....searching and searching for him.....and i just had to stop searching and trust God would lead me to him somehow someway.....do the same and see what happens.......God promises us our deepest desires so just trust him with your life and He will only bring you good things and happiness.....that means the woman of your dreams...God bless you

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