If he were a true Muslim, he would accept your apology and forgive you and come back home. He would not stay away from you, his wife for weeks on end. That is immoral.Love and marriage are unconditional. Do not say you would give your life for him, and do not say you would kill yourself. You first priority is God, then your husband. If you kill yourself, that is murder.But there is nothing for you to do now but pray to God to heal your husband's heart. Just continue to pray and be the best wife and Muslim (if you are Muslim) you can be for God. If your husband still rejects you and refuses to come back, continue to be the better person. If he never comes back, or divorces you and leaves you, please know that you were the better person. God will bless you for being righteous.

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